Duty versus desire: The duality of what it takes to fuel a burning passion

Authors

  • Gan Yu Xuan Charissa Nanyang Technological University Author

Keywords:

fire, dualism, heroism, passion, desire

Abstract

The fire station loomed before me, a fortress of bold red and blue. This was not built of stone, but by flesh and will, built by those who defy the instinct to flee. The very air surrounding it was thick, laced with the acrid bite of smoke. I could hear the soft whispers from the embers, curling in the air, calling for those who would dare to answer. A puddle sat still amidst the brittle grass field; a glistening mirage situated amongst the yellow grasslands. It reflected the station’s bold colours, painting a pool of illusory purity. But as I stepped closer, the illusion shattered. As the ripples broke the water’s surface, its true form was revealed – clouded, ashy, tainted by what it had consumed. Some things, once touched by fire, can never really be the same again. 

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Author Biography

  • Gan Yu Xuan Charissa, Nanyang Technological University

    Gan Yu Xuan Charissa is a psychology undergraduate at Nanyang Technological University Singapore, with a deep interest in counselling and trauma psychology. Her respect for first responders stems from her time being in a uniform group, where she witnessed the toll of toxic hierarchies and rigorous expectations. Moved by the quiet sacrifices of those who serve, she hopes to one day support individuals, especially first responders, through their darkest moments, reminding them they are more than their mistakes. She is dedicated to making mental health more compassionate and accessible for those around her, driven by her Faith and a desire to see others succeed.

References

Firmin, M. W., DeWitt, K., Ellis, H. G., Smith, L. A., & Tiffan, N. M. (2018). A qualitative study of the motivations and affiliation dynamics involved with a firefighting career. American Journal of Qualitative Research, 2(2), 60-73. https://digitalcommons.cedarville.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1218&context=psychology_publications

Rosca, A. C., Burtăverde, V., Dan, C.-I., Mateizer, A., Petrancu, C. R., Iriza, A. I., & Ene, C. A. (2021). The Dark Triad traits of firefighters and risk-taking at work: The mediating role of altruism, honesty, and courage. International Journal of Environmental Research and Public Health, 18(11), 59-83. https://doi.org/10.3390/ijerph18115983

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Published

2025-08-26

How to Cite

Duty versus desire: The duality of what it takes to fuel a burning passion . (2025). Simbolismo: Signs, Identities, Meanings, 1(2), 35-41. https://simbolismo.org/index.php/ssim/article/view/70